I can’t seem to comprehend the fact that I always forget what I wanted to type once I come back here. Each time I blog hop, surf around, or lay down on my bed thinking about the events that have passed, there seems to be a lot that I want to pen down, a lot that I want to let out and be known to third parties. But each and every time I come back here, I can’t seem to think of anything to type anymore. Maybe it’s because I’m having second thoughts about letting other people know about my private life, maybe it’s because I’m just too lazy fo filter through all my thoughts and trying to remember what I had been wanting to pen down, or maybe it’s just because….maybe… maybe.

 

Adios..anyway. This time I can’t do it due to the lack of time. Gotta book in to camp already.

Confused

So, it seems that the rest of the rehearsals wasn’t cancelled, and it will most probably on the Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays of the week until the actual thing. What’s even worse and more shocking is that our PS is gonna try to shift our Sunday weekend duties to Saturday so that we can come back and do our duties, or come back after the rehearsals on Mon,wed,fri to do weekday duties. Oh well, I guess that cannot be helped since our unit is only left with 6 odd plus people to do duties, which is almost impossible. What else can we do but suck thumb? Only hope that they would return us these gruelling period that we’re going through with more offs.

I had a great time yesterday although I spent quite a lot. I wasn’t surprised at all when he told me she wouldn’t be coming. I didn’t expect her to do so anyway in the first place. Still, the food was good, although I must admit we probably didn’t eat our worth of what we paid. And my friends couldn’t stop talking about BMT. Come to think of it, I was the same way during my block leave, but I eventually grew out of it and now I can’t really remember much of it already. Maybe it’s because I don’t want to remember it subconsciously, or that I really have a bad memory.

So next Monday there will be 6 more privates being posted to this unit. I guess it won’t really be fair to them since they wouldn’t be able to assume roles with higher responsibilities at that point in time.

Screwed up

So I’m back today around 6pm and while I thought I could have a good rest till 5am tomorrow morning, my friend called to tell me I gotta to be back by 1030. Because of the 2 incidents that happened this week regarding servicemen, the parade rehearsal was cancelled. I can’t really say whether I’m glad, happy or whether I’m disappointed and sad.

Life has been good this week except for a minor hiccups here and there. After today, I finally got to appreciate the aircon we get to enjoy. It was really so fuccing hot under the hot scorching sun. Even the crest of the beret could burn your forehead after prolonged timing. Maybe the deaths have something to got to do with the sun these few days.

The lost cause

Weekends always seem to pass ridiculously fast compared to the rest of the week, but that’s only natural as weekends only consist of 2 days while weekdays, 5. At first I didn’t like the idea of weekends passing so ridiculously fast, but when I thought about it another way, it felt so much better. ‘Whenever one weekend pass, it means one week has passed and I’m one week nearer to ORD!’ Isn’t that so much better and cool?

Still, this week was a slow week as I do not have any course to attend anymore. All I did was to learn about other things and counting items to make sure everything is still there. Somehow I really hate to carry such a heavy responsibility, but I guess I have no choice and should try to learn/adapt to it now rather than wait till I’m out in the workforce. The higher you climb, the larger the responsiblity.

Also, outfield at that place sucks. It’s completely hot with no wind at all especially after it rains. Totally no wind at all and I mean it.

Lost my Mind

After much thought and delibration, I’ve finally decided to switch to wordpress. WordPress looks so much simpler and have more functions which blogger doesn’t have. Of course, it comes with other disadvatanges such as not being able to change your blogskin by a lot, etc,etc.

It has been a terrible week so far although I had no idea how come it passed especially fast. It must have been the long trips on the huge boat that took up to more than an hour, followed by a 30-45minute ride by the green truck.

For the next week, I probably won’t be seeing much of the other half of my mates, since I’ve been assigned to be an IC for something while they all continue on with their course. It’s going to be tough on both of them and on me, tough for me because this would probably be the first time in my life where I have to undertake such a huge responsibility, with nobody else to aid me after the seniors are gone. I guess it ain’t such a bad thing after all, since I won’t then be wasting away my 2 years trying to escape from training. Oh well, I think you probably can learn a lot too just by being forced to do something you don’t like at all.